never alone by: barlowgirl

i waited 4 u, today
but u didn't show, no,no,no
i needed u today
so where id u go
u told me 2 call said u'd be there
and though i haven't seen u are u still there?

(chorus) i cried out with no reply
and i can feel u by my side so
ill hold tight to what i know ur here
and im never 'alone'

and though i can not see u
and i cant explain why
such a deep deep reassurance
u've placed in my live... whoooa

(bridge) we cannot separate
cause ur part of me
and though ur invisible
ill trust the unseen

(chorus)

(bridge very softly)

(chorus loud hold out alone)

sorry

sorry that i haven't blogged in a WHILE. I've just been so busy! between thanksgiving, school, and church i barely have time to breath!so lets see....... thanksgiving with a whole bunch of Hungarians, absolutely the most fascinating thing in the world! the most fascinating thing in the world! now let me tell you Hungarian food id thew bomb! and lets just say it took me awhile to get up from my chair. to make it worse, everyone wanted to go walk the dogs! ON a twenty minute walk!of coarse i wasn't going to say no,so i went anyway... it didn't turn out to beautifully.

school...... same old same old

church..... busy busy bee, yup that's me! we had a Christmas party( and apparently i was the life of it) and a baby shower( i was the only one to actually eat the warm choclate in the diapers to figure out what kind of candy it was) and guess what, i won the diaper game!

thought of the morning: ' wow those are some interesting memories'

Team Cullen!

What I absolutely need to know is how many people actually like Jacob? Edward is my kind of guy.

Now let me tell you, I absolutely HATE reading! There's just something about the twilight series that makes me want to non-stop read I'm already on Eclipse, and half way through it- well almost anyway.

Away from that side-note, back to the Team Edward, and Team Jacob thing. Brave Heart is Switzerland( she doesn't know who to go 4 ), my friend who is also my nabor( her screen name is: Crazyreader3000 ) is Team Cullen, like me! Just like my mother,my other friend who is also my nabor( her screen name is ShyshyDancer) is Team Jacob,gross. I don't know why i hate him so much, he just drives me insane! i want to throw the book at the wall every time Bella goes and visits IT. He's such a show-off, and hes always trashing my pore little Edward.

Color Codes: red: for twilight and eclipse was because well i think those colors suite them
blue: baby blue is my favorite color and it really makes it stand out!
orange: I HATE the color orange, bech

CLEANING On A Holiday!!!!! >=l(angry face)

So there i was sound asleep- such a beautiful fall day- waking up to the lights shining through my windows....I got out of bed to do my regular Saturday routine.

1. go to oceangypseymom, and pappy's bedroom and crawl into there memory fome mattress right in between them,watching the news.
2. have my mother ask me about my night
3. pappy trying to kick me out of his room or at least right at the end of his bed by his smelly feet.( he wonders why i always argue)

So i was completely innocent, doing my Saturday morning routine, and then my mother says something- that as a preteen i really think that i should get a break-that was going to make me regret going into their room this morning,"Go wake your brother and sister up, you guys have chores."uck. My daddy and i put up a fight, but no my mom wears the pants in their relationship, so not only did i have to clean my room, that wasn't enough, i also had to clean the toothpaste droor.( the last time Prince Lawn Gnome used it he squirted the toothpaste all over the entire droor getting toothpaste on everything) It was disgusting!After that i thought i was completely done! Well i guessed wrong=-(. Nope i also had to Brave Heart with her chores, not to mention i cleaned her kittens disgusting litter box, we had to do the living room and the kitchen. Well Brave Heart didn't do the living room, i did, and all she did in the kitchen was unload and load most of the dish washer, so i swept the floor, hand washed this dishes, Brave Heart decided not to put in the dishwasher, mopped the floor, and fed the dogs...... the youngest gets it hard.

thought of the afternoon: i need to start thinking about what days i should do my Saturday morning routine.

Price Lawn Gnomes bathroom

there i was on the computer, when i had to go to the bathroom. i didn't realize how bad i had to go until i passed my brother's bathroom, i couldn't hold it in, i had no choice but to use it..... floor sticky, toilet seat covered in urine, gross. i look over at the toilet paper role after i was done a guess what, no toilet paper. no one home to get me any, i run out of the bathroom with my pants at my ankles to retrieve the toilet paper, 'yes', i thought to myself! when i got up to go wash my hands guess what...... no soap.i run upstairs trying not to touch anything, and retrieved the soap, 'yes', i thought to myself, but guess what............ no towel. 'ugh' i run to the laundry table to retrieve a hand towel to put in the bathroom, the laundry on the table was like mount Everest. i looked and looked for a hand towel and finally found 1, just 1. looking at my hands they were dry from touching all the laundry.

thought of the evening: the things girls will do for hygiene

My Siblings

How could someone so idiotic become one of the greatest guitar players without even trying??? It just makes me sick! You want to know the worst part about it? Brave Heart only does it when its most inconvenient for Prince Lawn Gnome, and I. On top of all that my brother,ugh, tried to poke me with a needle while i was sleeping, he also tried to feed me a pretzel! All of which he never succeeded. My mom, Oceangypsymom, never does anything about it, well she does sometimes, but the punishment is never good enough. I always say," Adoption is the best way for them to learn ." very casually, and they never give in!

Thought Of The Morning: Should trick them into a box, and send them to some foreign country, or convince Brave Heart to move out on her B-Day and take Prince Lawn Gnome with her? These are the questions that haunt me.......

all about me

screen name- songbird
mothers screen name- oceangypsymom
brothers screen name-prince lawn gnome
sisters screen name-brave heart
daddy's screen name-pappy
favorite color- baby blue
favorite sea foods- SHRIMP!!!! and crab legs
age- preteen
eye color- one green eye and one brown eye

thought of the day: after a day worth of spending time with a little six year old, i was forced to hand dry dishes, how could the day get any worse???!!!???